madami akong kakilala na kahit naksama ko na 23 years na existence ko sa mundo ay di ko talaga kilala..mas madalas sa hindi ay misteryo ang kani kanilang pagkatao.. dun ko naisip hindi taon ang batayan o pamantayn para makilala mo ang isang tao..

ako? mas marami akong nakikilala batay sa gawa nila..sa mga naisulat na..sa mga karanasan nila..at kung tulad ko magtytyaga ka ding magbasa ng kani knilang mga kuwento e maiintindihan mo kung bakit niya ginagwa ang kanyang gingaw..

minsan mas kakilala ko pa ang estranghero binabasa ko ang kanyang akda.kesa sa taong sa araw araw ay kasama ko.. sa pagsusulat kasi lumalabas ang tunay na ikaw.. sa pagbabasa nalalaman mo ang tunay n siya..

kasi di madaling kilalanin ang taong ayaw magpakilala.kahit libong taon mo na siya kasama kung talagang di mo siya nagets e wala ka talagang mahihita.sbi nga ni bob ong ang gawa ng sinumang nagsusulat ay ang mismong pagkatao niya.. wala kang pwedeng itago..wala ka pwede ilihim sa magbabasa dahil sa ayaw mo man at s gusto..makikilala nila kung sinu ka talaga

hindi basta talent lang ang pagsusulat..eto ay isang pagkatao,,isang kapangyarihang kaya mong ipakilala ang sarili mo ng di mo na kelangang isigaw ang pangalan mo..

palagay ko mas masarap makakilala ng estranghero..dahil di ka nila huhusgahan base sa pinag aralan mo..sa itsura mo o sa yaman mo..

dahil ang tanging iintindihin nila ay ang mga bagay na magbubukas ng pang unawa nila bilang tao..

PANAGBENGA:the making

5 a.m. victory liner...

we agreed to meet at the terminal of victory liner in dagupan,,me,liane,faith and mund.. the four of us is going to baguio.. the three of us arrived on time except for liane..grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

at around 830am,,we could already see the pine trees,the fresh scent of the wind that soothes and relaxes..and of course the never ending view of walking people going to the town.. y? traffic jam!

9 a.m. gov pack road,jollibee

as we were waiting for my dad(hindi si raymund ha!si dadi kong tunay!) we went to jollibbe to fill our empty stomach with food..its a brunch..

10 am..11am..12pm..

the hours went by,,still no sign of my father,,i have called him thousand times and still got the same answer.."papunta na ako jan,anak.." for the last 3 hours i wondered where did he came from pa? siguro sa malacaÑang pa..

welcome to ambiong centro...

i asked my dad to bring us to ambiong,,it's where we will stay during ou trip to baguio..the lady we talked to said it's only a 15min drive to the town,,but after 15min of never ending zigzags..i've doubted the woman's words,,ambiong central is in the midst of baguio itself..

but when we saw the place we were satisfied with it..and paid the woman who fetch us right away,,we went back to the city..

lexber heights..

we decided togo there,,sa mga di pa nakakaalam un po ang bahay namin sa baguio,,it is in camp 7 near petersville..dun kami kumain ng lunch and rested,,yl my father went again to that meeting of his..

the mysterious kissing woman..

while we were having our siesta,,i saw ate faith nibbling her lips,,thn started moving it,,then to my amzement saw her closed eyes and acting as if she's kissing someone!mund saw it,,cnt help himself and laugh..we all burst out laughing..air kissing..

the end..

430p.m.

we wnt back to the city,,goof around sm..and went to burnham..there's this so called live band creating noises on the stage but we never understood a thing..we were busy ""tsismising.."

we decided to go back sa ambiong centro na lang..sleep and just go to the city na lang the next day...we both some food and calledmy dad..minutes later we're on our way back to ambiong..at sa di maipaliwang na pagkakataon,,i realized something.wag mo na tanungin wat ginawa ko,,basta i therfore conclude that amunyi munying evolved!!! aw!aw! na siya now.. period..

7am..

woke up to find teh faith sitting on the floor on our bedroom door..kala ko tuloy xa si the grudge muntikan na ako atakihin..

after fixing our stuff,,went back to the city to watch the float parade and ended up watching thousands of people ..anddami cute!!!!!!!!!pramis!hekhek,,pis aswak!!

went to easter college with iena,,we met up with her then called dad so we can go to the strawberry farm..along the way we made fun of faith..and guiltily because of excitement..we forgot she's with us,,nakulong po xa sa loob ng kotse ng tatay ko..sorry ate..hekhek..

nagpicture taking lang po kami,,bulili ng strawberry,,pero ang pinaka touching dun ung pic namin nina iena and mund,,wher my sister is pointing at mund as if proud to have him as part of the family,,i am glad he's goung well with my fam..

paalala:

puro kalokohan po ang sinabi ng tatay ko kay mund,,pulos bilin na di naman nananakal kundi ngapapalala,,biro mo sabihing pa niya kay mund n....(censored)...

he even introduced raynund as my bf to his b.i.r. friend.. called him his son,,called him as "kuya mo" saying to iena..and called him (ehem!) future son-in-law..

at the end i realized,,ba't parang mas mahal n ng tatay ko si mund??!!!

aftr strwberry farm,,went around trinidad and stop to a breath taking place wher we saw south china sea,,especially when we saw lingayen gulf connected to it..what a wonderful view..i bet not so may people knew this..(sekretong malufit kung san to!di ko say nuh!)

to make the long story short si liane lang nakauwi ng hapong un,,kami ay naiwan at natulog pa sa lexber,,

2:30 am

we're on our way sa terminal..pauwi na kami..

hug my father goodbye,,antd told him ilove him..ilove him..

this is both fun,,exciting and some thing worth remembering.. i wont forget the kissing lady,,aw!aw! and of course the warmth that unexplainable emotion i had,,just watching my love one with my love ones..saw him reached out,saw him stand by my side with his arms around me even if my family's around..he loves me..=)

he made me feel so proud..and so loved..

until now,,im still in euphoria with what had jusy happened..cant wait for the next!