blast: forgetting

i keep running away from you but your memories still lingers ..ur the very air that i breathe.. i wana hide and be away from you but its killing me.. i wont admit it..hate to say it..but while you were so busy with her i am so hurt mending my broken heart..

i tried so damn hard to give my heart to others but it keeps coming back to you..tried so hard to smile and act as if you're nothing but i cant fight the tears in my eyes..

who am i fooling? i wanted you back in my arms but time is tearing you away from me..

it seems evry opportunity is against us..every damn chance is fading away..

i got it..i have to accept defeat and no matter how much it hurts..ill let you go..

and go on pretending im okay..even if im not..

laugh so you wont see me cry..

never look back so you wont notice im still waiting for you..

im gonna die..but ill die never admitting this to you..

im gonna take this hurt to the grave..with the love that i have for you..

once upon a LOVE

ULAN AND LUKAYO

i have witnessed a tremendous love story in this blog..a story of two people who crossed the line just to show the love they have for each other.from the unique way of meeting to the unforgettable getaways..either with their fellow barkadas or just the two of them..
i've been inspired..ive been awed by the acceptance and the magic of what love can make us believe in..
yet suddenly i saw that romance shattered right before my very own eyes.. how can it be? how can this possibly be?that two people in love can just drop it all and leave it just like that..
i am feeling their pain..anger and disappointment..coz like them i have high hopes for that relationship..
i learned how to hold on when things are getting tough..learned to accept the unacceptable... learned to close my eyes to avoid seeing the imperfections.. learned to bend my will to meet that of my love one.. and most importantly learned to love but not overbearing it..
i am not meddling in your affairs guys..but think of the possibility of a second chance..
think of your what if's and could have been's..
its better to let go when you know you've given your best shot just to make it work..than to let go because you easily gave up on each other..
i have learned to love beacuse of you..it's time to remember the love that you have for each other than forever dwell in pain just because you've hurt one another..
once upon a love..i hope it will end up well..